How Did I Get So Fucked Up? – Monday 24th June 2019

How Did I Get So Fucked Up?

how did i
get so fucked up?
how did i
let it slide so
how did i
get so fucked up
and here i am,
functioning
but fucked up
corrupted,
by tainted experiences
personality defects
still trying to cash cheques
destined to bounce
how did i
get so fucked up
my wires so crossed
and burnt
i thought containment
was hard earned
but all i learned
is you get fucked up
in the process of living a life
and those years,
left me fucked up
and now the damage
can never be rectified
so you push on, live life
despite what is inside




James Garartt – Monday 24th June 2019

I am a 40 something sometime writer. I live in the South West of the UK but originally I am from Essex.

2 thoughts on “How Did I Get So Fucked Up? – Monday 24th June 2019

    • Hi Sandra. Thank you that’s very kind. I do write in I guess a very intense way and capture the moment or I take aspects of me and write about them. So often I magnifying a feeling or a thought. I love to do that with writing. The idea behind his was as it says, how do you end up in life so damaged even when your functioning. Thank you for taking the time to comment. My site is taking all the work and writing I have down and slowly uploading it. James xxx

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