Losing It All – Written December 1994 (Aged 19)

Losing It All

it is so strange
i cannot keep it straight
the thought in my head
i do not know what is going on
i do not know anything
when i am with you
you change everything
to make it mean anything
you do what you want
and you it seem good
you do anything
i am losing it
losing you
be a god and help me through
be a devil,
and show me what a devil can do
bring life to sinful dreams
it is so strange
i am losing it all