ever been pushed
ever been unable to be sad
smelling of roses
smelling of all that is sweet
Category: Poems and Writing 2005
A Lot to Learn (Originally Untitled) – Written December 2000 (Aged 25)
you said,
you did not like the end
well,
it was the end you chose
Some of the Things I Believed In (Originally Untitled) – Written Monday 11th June 2006 (Aged 31)
some of the things i believed in –
when i was younger –
got lost on the way
some of the things i believed in
ran out of things to say
A Sentence Can Crush My Reality – Written June 2006 (Aged 31)
i am massacred by remark
a sentence,
can tear me apart
and when looking at my deckchair eyes
the pain,
and the past elegantly collide
I Am Not That Easy to Live With – Written Wednesday 13th July 2005 (Aged 30)
i am not that easy to live with
i cannot make my excuses
my brain freewheels
when it has so many other useful uses
Reasons – Written Thursday 24th February 2005 (Aged 29)
seasons,
there are always four
but sometimes just two
it depends on the mood
or the point of view
I Am Never Sure – Written Thursday 24th February 2005 (Aged 29)
i think i know what it is,
the thing you are trying to say
but that smile of yours
well, it is obvious that it likes to play
They Never Know You – Written Thursday 24th February 2005 (Aged 29)
whatever people say
they rarely know you
it is just a guess
a conclusion,
something that they draw from
Birthday – Written Thursday 24th February 2005 (Aged 29)
i have had a panic atatck,
and been far too depressed
because looking through my memories
often reveals such a mess
and a person for whom,
confidence was often cruelly undressed
Leaving – Written Thursday 24th February 2005 (Aged 29)
left prague
and boarded the plane
touchdown in more snow
and i tried to breathe again
reality was slightly picturesque
