i have to admit –
that these days i do look back,
perhaps more,
than i every have
Category: Poetry and Writing 2016
Servants To The Absurd – Written Sunday 3rd January 2016 (Aged 40)
i could tell, i do tell you,
i mean it, i say it…
i do love you,
but what is love?
The Loose Fitting Ring – Written Sunday 3rd January 2016 (Aged 40)
just as a woman with no confidence –
dreamed once that she had it made
but life beyond those checklist goals
All Alone Now – Written Sunday 3rd January 2016 (Aged 40)
did you not see,
it crept out of our doors
when the innocence stopped
and the drink no longer pours
Lack of Self Confidence – Written January 2016 (Aged 40)
crippling lack of self confidence
pushing low self esteem down a hill –
on a soap box cartgtr
Living With Me – Written Monday 8th February 2016 (Aged 40)
i have to live me –
twenty four hours a day
and sometimes –
the dislike does not go away
More – Written Monday 1st February 2016 (Aged 40)
because i have seen –
more brains than i ever need
and it is hard to imagine
how you can be left with such need
My Fragile Hands – Written Monday 1st February 2016 (Aged 40)
i am so blunted
and often broken and smashed
every emotions rushes through me
with a deafening crash
Ashamed – Written Monday 1st February 2016 (Aged 40)
sometimes i ashamed
it is not that i do not think –
i am or i can be a good person
just ashamed of how broken i can be
Past People- Written Monday 1st February 2016 (Aged 40)
i think about you and i think about them
and i think about,
all the past people
some of whom were once friends