please find my genius mentality
don’t be a void
or a person i am trying to avoid
don’t be a lull in the storm

i am many shades,
it’s true
so are you,
i’ve seen your hue

she could choke on her drink
and leave you for the last bus home
but you think being with her
will mean that you are alone

night time traveller
astral friend,
not a daytime stalker
an all night dream walker

faces that pass me
friends alive in my memory
did i know you in past life?
faces that appear to ring a bell

some do come and go
but some meet me,
and they decide to stay for a while

i try not to think about it
but it is all i seem to do
i struggle to make the pieces fit
the puzzle is you

i struggle for my breath
and i don’t always do my best
and when i don’t,
i know i’ve failed another life test

ust one more bout
that’s what i feel it’s all about
depression is an obsession –
of the bored and lonely

i dreamt of you last night
and the dream was so comforting
which when i think about it,
is a true reflection of my waking world