i cannot fit in
i cannot please you
you close your door to me
haven’t got the time
i would like to know
read more I Am Always in Your Way – Written Wednesday 21st July 1999 (Aged 24)
the love that should be so deep
has gone to sleep,
and i am afraid it is no longer there
of course i do in a way,
but most of all i just care
yet it still isn’t complete
so nearly… yet not quite
i need the lights in this street
i need strings for this kite
the day was here for keeps
read more Incomplete – Written Wednesday 21st July 1999 (Aged 24)
i start to shake
and i wonder where it is leading
i am full of it,
full of this feeling
read more It Grows – Written Wednesday 21st July 1999 (Aged 24)
i never wanted this
i was always staring
either out of windows or into myself
now it is getting hard to be me
read more Pain (Originally Untitled) – Written Monday 11th July 1999 (Aged 24)
i am looking inwards
and my friend, i see twilight
come in, through the skylight
be warm, by the firelight
read more Skywards – Written Monday 11th July 1999 (Aged 24)
i stared at my reflection
it looked lovingly at me
how can i be alone
when there seems to be another me
another chance in another reality
read more Looking For Me – Written Monday 11th July 1999 (Aged 24)
if only…
‘ifs’ are too much
regrets which you cannot touch
read more If Only (Untitled and Unfinished Piece) – Written Monday 11th July 1999 (Aged 24)
and i have been facing it all week
just sometimes i wish you would cut the cold
cut the, ‘stand offish’
and let yourself be held
they have slowly stripped me
of every trick i wear
they have left me shaking
unshaven and long haired
read more Look What They Have Done – Written Monday 11th July 1999 (Aged 24)
