i am slumped in an aisle
with my back against a door
i want to get off
but there is no emergency chord
Author: James Garratt
I am a 40 something sometime writer. I live in the South West of the UK but originally I am from Essex.
Go Peacefully – Written December 2011 (Aged 36)
watching you suffer
is the hardest
that suffering –
makes a grab for my heart
Forever – Written December 2011 (Aged 36)
when in fact –
it had a due date
signed and sealed
We Pretend So Hard – Written December 2011 (Aged 36)
she is fragile
she is weak
her wasted
she struggles to speak
No More Suffering – Written December 2011 (Aged 36)
No More Suffering do not let her suffer make the exist swift make the last part so much less painful … More
Slowly The Lights Are Being Turned Off – Written Tuesday 27th December 2011 (Aged 36)
you have always been mum
and my love is no less
but dizzy expectation and grandiose heights
now depart –
and slowly, they turn off the lights
I Try to Cry More – Written Tuesday 27th December 2011 (Aged 36)
but a determined pragmatic approach
has quickly encroached
and it has decided to stay
but it does not mean the pain goes away
Losing Mum – Written Tuesday 27th December 2011 (Aged 36)
no more
and so far –
i cry in moments –
that others do not see
The Parent Child Relationship – Written Saturday 24th December 2011 (Aged 36)
was it ever enough
do i…
do i still seek approval
Be Loved – Written Saturday 24th December 2011 (Aged 36)
we are new,
not just collectors of tears
as others seem to to do
