How Did We Arrive Here? – Written Monday 3rd March 2025 (Aged 50)

“How can it be that once, everything seemed optimistic — at least in the world we faced?”

1995 – Picture of Me.

This is me in late 1995. i am at the back, 2nd right (spot the 1990’s hair). I was working … More

Need More Time – Written Sunday 8th October 1995 (aged 20)

this life stuff is so taxing
i am wonder if it is so fine
something lacking
i need more time

A Harder Edge – Tuesday 7th April 1998 (Aged 23)

a harder edge
a diamond for my friends
a dream that never ends

Leaving – Saturday 4th April 1998 (originally untitled)

do not want to fall
just as I am standing up
do not want life to be anymore cruel
just as I have got things into touch

Individual Revolution – Tuesday 7th April 1998

it is an individual threatening
because it is always individuals
that threaten the most
if the face does not fit
then you cannot get too close

More Sketches of Unfinished Ideas – March or April 1998

distractions seems to be attractions
but I can’t fit in
not where i’d like
and it’s your space
don’t wipw that smile off my face

(Blanket) Actions Speak Louder Than Words – Monday 23rd March 1998

I would like to meet that person
the one that does not exist
only in the imagination
where reality is not real
give me a blanket
to keep out the cold

Apology Accepted – April 1998

apology taken
but if I am not mistaken
you found it difficult to talk to me
that is my responsibility

A Sad Lament – Tuesday 7th April 1998

some parents
just should not be parents
to the welfare of their children
they remain indifferent
just could not care less