when I first knew you i knew which way it would go i have seen it before i know that trauma and I know that pain believe me, I have boarded that train we all want to be loved for who we think we are we all want to be accepted and hope no one notices the scars you cannot fool me i can see the curtains closed i have seen it all that was my education when I was small i know the stoop that comes of trying to walk tall when I first knew you my ambition was greater than my ability you were hanging on i should have realised and I should have gone