Constantly

Constantly

constantly i wish
and watch with my eyes
constantly i hesitate
instead of jumping
i find myself falling
whilst all the rest
wait impatiently on the other side
i am just a little kid at heart
sometimes finding it hard to survive
scared by a world
in which we are alive
so constantly i turn to fantasy
it is no path,
i do not do drugs
anyway it is cheaper than cocaine
but probably more deadly
constantly i hold onto you
always, constantly



James Garratt – August 1995