Am I Crazy? – Written Tuesday 23rd February 1993 (Aged 17)

Am I Crazy?

I am going crazy,
and I really do not care.
It’s better for my sanity.
Is anyone out there—
someone who will always see
what’s going on?
Why is madness
polluting me?
Insanity, here I come.
And what’s in the sky—
just many clouds
blocking the sun,
or a visitation
waiting for me
when I die?
Who am I to be king
of this crazy mind,
of this crazy world
and everything?
Sanity is just something
I am never going to find.
Someone bring me
a box of insanity.
I think I need it,
I think I am going crazy.

James Garratt – Written Tuesday 23rd February 1993

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