funeral closes another chapter
and grief finds another stage
another process,
and another place
the exhaustion is not exhausted
Category: Poems and Writing 2020
It Is Not as Lighthearted as it Used to Be – Written February 2020 (Aged 44)
it is not as lighthearted as it used to be
i agree,
but then i am no longer twenty three
(thankfully)
not that it was all that bad,
Normal Human Response – Written Wednesday 19th February 2020 (Aged 44)
my mental illness and well being
is a response to experience and trauma
and in my teenage years,
through my twenties,
it socially disabled me
In My Dream He is There – Written Wednesday 19th February 2020 (Aged 44)
i will make something,
one last thing
the emotion welled up
but i knew it was a dream
it was like,
you were the practical dad
that never was
Fell Apart – Written Tuesday 18th February 2020 (Aged 44)
perhaps i go back
to days
when i more easily fell apart
days when i was responsible
even though i just had heart
Marzipan Life – Written Tuesday 18th February 2020 (Aged 44)
and none of it these days –
tastes very nice
but what did we expect
they have spent time –
reinventing the wheel
burying their past
just next to how they feel
The Settlement – Written Monday 17th February 2020 (Aged 45)
those people will never opt for change
they have their settlement,
and why would they,
opt for revolution
to them is no problem
Presumption – Written Monday 17th February 2020 (Aged 45)
people do not know me
they presume they do
people do not know you
they presume they do
Truths Come With Sharp Edges – Written Monday 17th February 2020 (Aged 45)
they use death to reinvent him
into the person he never was
they reimagine him.
and clothe him in much softer cloth
Outlines – Written Monday 17th February 2020 (Aged 45)
why does –
being yourself
seem to the worst ‘lifestyle choice’
for your mental health
The Boy Behind The Glasses. Poetry and Writing 