how come –
you never actually say –
you love him
where is your heartfelt feelings

i could not sleep
on sunday night
i had a dream of you
and the dream held me tight

as the life i one knew
falls away
another one grows
and in the breeze,
it starts to sway

no one knows how i feel right now
i recline in the arms,
of those that love me
with their lamplight lives

those doors remain open
for those that know
for those that hold on

time spent with friends
time to think
time to reminisce
when we were on the brink

i always wanted to know
about your life jigsaw
and in that jigsaw,
what i exactly meant

and i cannot decide,
if i have been replaced or rejected
i was not aware of an election
but this new person has been elected

seems like –
i hot in the way of your life plan
if only –
you would try and understand