and as i began to drown
she screamed out her desperation
but she never said what she meant

why can’t you accept people –
for who they are?
is it –
because you do no accept yourself?

i think i first took up crying –
to get through my birth
and then again at nine
when life once again started to lurch

all i ever wanted –
is for you to say sorry
not said,
because you feel you should

no one knows you
and in this place –
you do not have to spend actual time –
with actual people

Set Sail seeing you and realising – that you are so hurt so lost and so frail it breaks my…

and i just want to know –
that you believe in me
and that self belief,
is not permanently on tow