what is going on
what mess am i in
i am in –
such a big grave
Just the Truth – Written Wednesday 26th October 1994 (Aged 19)
it is hard, so damn hard
life is never easy
trying to get what you can
trying to understand
On Cassette – Written Monday 22nd March 2021 (Aged 46)
my dad was transparent
but many parts were cordoned off
my dad was complicated
Those Reductionist Quotes – Written Monday 22nd March 2021 (Aged 46)
but!
hold on!
it fits quite nicely with what you believe
the truth of course
is actually a much harder weave
The Lost Ones – Written Thursday 18th March 2021 (Aged 46)
is that word loss again
it never leaves
and it defines
defines how i grieve
Getting Good – Written Monday 24th October 1994 (Aged 19)
Getting Good feeling good with you, i knew i would holding time so it flows still then i will know…
Copycat – Written Monday 24th October 1994 (Aged 19)
here it comes
and no one ever knows why
why the flowers grow
the sky bleeds
and the waters flow
When the Days Felt Young – Written Thursday 18th March 2021 (Aged 46)
when the days felt young
remember?
simple times
buried in so much sadness
Wary of Falling Apart – Written Thursday 18th March 2021 (Aged 46)
i am just wary,
that,
should i fall apart
Watching The Sea – Written Sunday 23rd October 1994 (Aged 19)
i made my way across the sea
now,
i am watching the sea
and all my past float away
i am tell you, it is the best
