is it chance
is it fate or luck
life changes like the weather
now there is no going back
The Scene (Originally Untitled) – Written Monday 16th August 1999 (Aged 24)
it should have never been this way
but this is the way it is,
and this is the way it has been
i am the, ‘bad guy’ once again
I Kissed Our Relationship Goodbye – Monday 16th August 1999 (Aged 24)
when the party had ended,
i kissed our relationship goodbye
i headed out into the world
living under a starlit sky
Trying to Let Go – Written Wednesday 11th August 1999 (Aged 24)
no more games
no more tears –
tantrums, sulks,
and little gain
happiness in bulk
Let Down – Wednesday 28th August 1999 (Aged 24)
you let down everyone close
complaining of no money,
but enough for a smoke…
and that seems a little funny
Moving Off Centre Stage – Written August 1999 (Aged 24)
sometimes you embrace change
like you are meeting your best friend
the one,
you have known all your life
Some Malicious Touch (Originally Untitled) – Written August 1999 (Aged 24)
when the loneliness becomes too much
like a migraine or a pain in the head
we seek each other out just to touch
and then we jump back into bed
Emotionally You Still Hold Me to Ransom – Written Wednesday 11th August 1999 (Aged 24)
emotionally you still hold me to ransom
i may have the gun,
but you have the dress and it is so handsome
emotionally you still tie me to the bed
Ever Changing Circles – Written Monday 9th August 1999 (Aged 24)
it has been strange
at times almost lame
took charge of a situation
and caught the blame
One Year From Now – Written Monday 9th August 1999 (Aged 24)
you have the potential to change my life
to alter its erratic course
make it more like, plain sailing
and you could steady the galloping horse
