two o’clock in the morning
not a time to look at your life
look outside instead
look out of your window and search for light
UFO light comes a calling

i have fallen for the fantasy i could not anticipate
and it will not go away
july will melt into august
just like relationships
can change from absolute must to absolute un-trust

where is their blaze?
has it been put out
by deep rooted insecurities
and pungent realities

it is my soul
and i am showing the soft inside
it is vulnerable eyes
and it is strong emotions

i need a ticket
a ticket to fly from this place
to get to your pretty smiling face
it is a journey between two colours
from grey to something bright

take the child home
put the child to bed
the has wonderful imagination
there is a brand new world in their head

did you know,
my only power in this company
is interviewing people like you
and because i am so insecure
and because i feel so inadequate
i will make you beg for this job
i will judge you before you even move