Believing in You – Written, Approx. Late 1993 or January 1994 (Aged 18)

Believing in You I am so alone with my love isn’t anyone out there? I have looked, just about everywhere … More

Going Spare – Written Monday 28th June 2021 (Aged 46)

it is not like –
any of is have pieces of us
just lying around,
or going spare

Shrapnel in My Hands – Written Friday 18th June 2021 (Aged 46)

there are bits of me
i do not understand
and sometimes my self esteem
feels like shrapnel in my hands

My Mind is Full of Milkshake – Written Tuesday 24th August 2021 (Aged 46)

my mind –
is full of milkshake
and it has –
candy floss brakes

Teenage Hype – Written Approx. Late 1993 or January 1994 (Aged 18)

a seven year long fight
thirteen to nineteen, no dream
so unfair,
thirteen to nineteen living a nightmare

Tell Me – Written Approx. Late 1993 or January 1994 (Aged 18)

Tell Me tell me, help me now without you i am nothing with you i am something and if we … More

Welcome to the Better Me – Written Approx. Late 1993 or January 1994 (Aged 18)

kicking the teeth –
of my past
goodbye to the bad times
going forwards
on the right lines

Never Know What I Want – Written Approx. Late 1993 or January 1994 (Aged 18)

i never know what i want
till i have lost it
wanted you, then saying no
wanting them, but time to go

Belladonna Princess – Written January 1996 (Aged 20)

i stood by your side
i stood by your mind
sometimes you took me by surprise
belladonna, but in a human form

Going Mad – Written January 1996 (Aged 20)

Going Mad going mad, it just another – state of understanding it is a case – of being eaten up … More