paranoia breaks you down
and it is on my back,
like some kind of animal
some big dinosaur, something strange
Tag: well being
Time Travel is More Difficult Than I Realised – Written Monday 21st September 2021 (Aged 46)
time travel,
is more difficult then i realised
i never thought time travel –
would be so hard
My Thoughts Live Outside of Me – Written Monday 20th September 2021 (Aged 46)
my thoughts live outside of me
they swill around,
inside my head
Living and Existing – Written Monday 2nd June 2008 (Aged 33)
after all,
is existence not just living
but with the shutters pulled down?
Disappointment – Written Tuesday 3rd June 2003 (Aged 28)
it has sat down at my table
and it has eaten from my bowl –
with a disappointing ladle
War and Revolution – Written Thursday 3rd June 2003 (Aged 28)
War and Revolution the only revolution – that i have truly believed in – is the one to change me … More
The Curse of Self Awareness – Written March 2003 (Aged 28)
i have been there
i have seen every face that can be seen
i know me,
i know exactly what is wrong
The Thing – Written Saturday 8th March 2003 (Aged 28)
how can you describe the pain?
and why is it,
that i continue to fight?
How Did It Come to This? – Written January 2011 (Aged 35)
i deserve better
how have i let –
things come to this?
Is This Neurosis? – Written Monday 20th September 2021 (Aged 46)
have i abseiled my nerves
and served up my just deserts
as i sit here and i constantly lift the cover
just to see how i work
