it really doesn’t matter
what you think of me
no, it doesn’t, not really
over there is blindness
and you can’t see beyond there

i have lived by carefully constructed maps
i have believed in my own security
but it is all so random
you make plans
yet life is something that you can never fathom

i have a decision to make
because,
i heard a story

when will i hold you
be with you,
telling you, laugh with you
a chance in the dark
seems better than a disused park

in amongst all this chaos
lies the calm
lies the hand that holds me
and the mind that keeps me warm

i am sitting here going crazy
the distance is far
but i will hold on for this feeling
and i will treat you,
like the queen that you are

it is difficult
not being with you
it is a strain
not being with you

i am a day changer
i am a day seeker
can you feel me
mapping out your night