I Cannot be Part of Your Chaos

I Cannot be Part of Your Chaos

I cannot be part of your chaos
The many stations
And so much track
The wants and desires
Can break our backs
I cannot merge these things
Be the architect
Of a million dreams
Or the main suspect
In a robbery of feelings
I cannot give to you
What you deserve
Just more stalled engines
Or those stuck in reverse
I cannot be part of your chaos
And I know it like a storm
A tempest wind
That drags in
I must be selfish
And think of myself
It is as times like this
That I least like myself
But I cannot board the bus
I must steer another course
I cannot be part of your chaos

James Garratt – January 2008