The Heaviest Days (Originally Untitled) – Written Tuesday 27th March 2012

The Heaviest Days

i am tired of being tired
and i feel sad
from being so sad
these are the heaviest days
that i have ever had
and they are built
not in segments or blocks
but from the morning,
to the night, complete with a full stop
i feel sick from being ill
and i feel nothing but feelings
from the way i feel
i ache from a constant ache
and the hardship of loss
drives me on, without a break
i hunger for respite
despite so much on my plate
i hate the way i hate
this whole sad process
it is no gain and heart wrenching loss
i am below the waterline
i had not banked on this cost
i am tired of being tired




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James Garratt – Tuesday 27th March 2012