You No Longer Want To Be a Host – Written Saturday 2nd May 2020 (Aged 45)

You No Longer Want To Be a Host

i look back and i realise
i have written about you
almost more than most
yet now when it comes to our friendship
you no longer want to be a host
and i look back, and i am told
by the words i have written
just how much of my life
you have figured in
yet it appears that it was easy,
easy for you to end it
and the pain,
well i do not know where to begin
i look backwards, and there you are
like fabric in my life
all we were… and all we did…
you mattered, almost the most
yet now when it comes to our friendship
you no longer want to be a host




James Garratt – Saturday 2nd May 2020


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