Crying
i think of you crying at home
i abandoned you,
left you in the dark, blind and alone
it hurts because i want you
it cuts so deep
you are there in my memory
as soon as i come out of my sleep
the guilt will never let me be free
i cannot eat, i cannot work
i really hurt
i really care
but now i am falling
now your hand is not there
it is not fair, i am at fault
so painful, so damn painful
James Garratt – Saturday 5th November 1994
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Crying – Written Saturday 5th November 1994 (Aged 19)
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