Sit and Stare – Written November 1994 (Aged 19)

Sit and Stare

i sit and stare
but i do not see you there
just re-runs of my past
and god, god i despise you
yes, i do
why are we carrying on with this
what is the point
when i was very young
you hurt me so much
and you made me cry, a lot
now i am trying to forgot, a lot
you are so hurtful
why did you do it, tell me
won’t you tell me




James Garratt – November 1996


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