i will keep on writing
till i feel okay
and the world looks inviting
life with you is up and down
Category: Poems August 1994
Sink Into The Road – Written Between Tuesday 15th February 1994 and October 1994 (Aged 18/19)
i do not know where i am going
or where i am coming from
all i know is that my mind is shot
and my feelings are gone
i want to go outside and die in the road
She is An Abstract Painter – Written Between Tuesday 15th February 1994 and October 1994 (Aged 18/19)
once the man was a seed
and a seed grows into a flower
soon the flower bloomed
just before it was too late
suddenly everything was beautiful
Terminal – Written Between Tuesday 15th February 1994 and October 1994 (Aged 18/19)
i am young and in a way, strange
in a way i am naïve
but i need, need so much
can the world and its things
ever be enough
Phone Numbers and Names – Written Between Tuesday 15th February 1994 and October 1994 (Aged 18/19)
phone numbers and names
in my memory
lost loves,
and lost causes
that i can see
Hollow – Written Between Tuesday 15th February 1994 and October 1994 (Aged 18/19)
it kicks you when you are down
beats you,
when you are standing up
and spits at you,
when no one is around
Prison for Fools – Written Between Tuesday 15th February 1994 and October 1994 (Aged 18/19)
i know
but that is how i feel
i am really missing you
you turned out to be a dream
but life is often a nightmare
The Way I Feel – Written Between Tuesday 15th February 1994 and October 1994 (Aged 18/19)
could not say she was beautiful
but who can judge
she has what i need
does she know?
Changing – Written Between Tuesday 15th February 1994 and October 1994 (Aged 18/19)
i am going to change –
for the sake of my luck
i am not going to stay the same
you can see
just what i can do
Playing Me Down – Written Between Tuesday 15th February 1994 and October 1994 (Aged 18/19)
you never really –
wanted me around
although,
that is not what you used to say
i should have said something
but i am starting anew today
