do you look for sunshine
in deep dark pits
or open cast mines
places that we never find
Category: Poems and Writing 1998
Entertained – Saturday 17th October 1998
i see so much
but seem to know so little
life’s skeleton seems broke
but i always suspected it to be brittle
A Thousand Compliments – Saturday 4th April 1998
a lecture on life
and a stereotype i did not fit
my hands reaching out
but not one person to take it
Untitled Piece from 1998
buy yourself a personality
if you want to be friendly
get out of your head
can’t get out of bed
A Harder Edge – Tuesday 7th April 1998 (Aged 23)
a harder edge
a diamond for my friends
a dream that never ends
Leaving – Saturday 4th April 1998 (originally untitled)
do not want to fall
just as I am standing up
do not want life to be anymore cruel
just as I have got things into touch
Individual Revolution – Tuesday 7th April 1998
it is an individual threatening
because it is always individuals
that threaten the most
if the face does not fit
then you cannot get too close
Senseless – Monday 23rd March 1998
it is so very frustrating
because I can see loneliness in you
and I know it is in me
I understand a little of why you do what you do
although that is no excuse really
Lost You (originally untitled) – March or April 1998
I finally lost you
I could think about it all night
but if I do not shut my eyes tight
and I do not remember you
I may just forget
I lost a best friend
More Sketches of Unfinished Ideas – March or April 1998
distractions seems to be attractions
but I can’t fit in
not where i’d like
and it’s your space
don’t wipw that smile off my face
