to think you see me as a failure
to think you prefer new found friend
to think you left my bed –
to sneak back with a plastic heart
while the drum beat was irregular
and the reality was falling apart
Category: Poems and Writing 2000
Disappointed – Friday 1st December 2000 (Aged 25)
we do not neatly packaged do we?
flat packed and ready to go
we come with bits ill fitting
things that do not line up
and occasionally screws missing
The Woman I Loved – Written Friday 1st December 2000 (Aged 25)
this is not the woman i hurt –
yet always adored
this is not the woman i knew
who held me close –
as we grew
Met a New Friend (Originally Untitled) – November 2000 (Aged 25)
met a new friend
found me in the dustbin
and she dusted me down
she gave me hope, she gave me a worded crown
Floodgates – Written November 2000 (aged 25)
let the floodgates down
send out the hands
turn back the statues turned to sand
turn the people into colour
especially when they look so bland
Pilot – Written Friday 10th November 2000
there is a lot to save
just find a pilot
who can read the gauge
there are mountains to climb
and destinations to find
The Sting From the Bee – Written Wednesday 29th November 2000
i did not imagine
that this was,
how things were going to be
but you take the risk
and in doing so, risk the sting from the bee
Meadow Skies and Lullabies – Written October 2000 (Aged 25)
i would like things to be easier
meadow skies and lullabies
princess charming
and luck in an extra large size
flowers with petals
something soft instead of this cold metal
When The Diary is Less Full – Written Wednesday 25th October 2000 (Aged 25)
well the diary is less full
my name suddenly seems so dull
isn’t this cruel…
isn’t this hard…
Hanging Pictures – Written Tuesday 24th October 2000 (Aged 25)
hanging pictures
on your wall
could never seem so dull
but the movement of the sea
and the shriek of the gulls
