it is there
on the tip of my tongue
i almost say it
then the words stare at the sun

you found things
which i thought were lost
things hidden in boxes
under the stairs or up in the loft

my anger towards you,
i fear,
it will never truly subside
it is the way you dig

i try to be secure
and i try not to be such a wreck
i try to calm down
and i try not to fret

my insecurity,
mounting one futile charge
on my hopes and dreams

suddenly, i realised the reason was there
and i realised no self responsibility was taken
everything, literally everything –
was swept under the carpet

Sail Yourself Downstream sail yourself downstream make yourself a cloud and then, find a feeling let yourself go tell them … More

to snuff out the light
just because you feel you have lost
to be wracked with shame
and so contorted by the insecurities

why is it that you devalue people?
what inside,
drives you to behave like that