I Do Not Know You – Written Tuesday 4th December 2001 (Aged 26)

do you know jesus?
the look upon his face
as he surveys,
this tormented and false place

Willow – Written Friday 28th April 2000 (Aged 25)

the scent is strong
i miss that on my pillow
now we can grow like the trees
and weep like a willow

Spirit – Written Monday 21st November 1994 (Aged 19)

i am a spirit
just like you
i am a spirit
always going to be
beside you

They Cannot Hate It – Written Between Tuesday 15th February 1994 and November 1994 (Aged 18/19)

your friend there,
is shivering,
they look scared
smash, grab, take
the scene of the future

Hold Onto Dreams – Written October 1999 (Aged 24)

a crazy world –
cradles me in my bed
hold onto dreams
hold onto the words we said

Rumbled – Written Tuesday 199th October 1999 (Aged 24)

i fell through a dream and came to
today i started out thinking
in the cold cold day
you haunt me, yet never daunt me

Anorexic Society – Written Friday 1st October 1999 (Aged 24)

it is an anorexic society
so thin through its lack of humanity
it breeds anorexic children
with anorexic confidence
fed a diet of media hype

Time to Start Again – Written Sunday February 3rd 2008 (Aged 32)

i felt every ounce of change
every moment, every star
every single galaxy
and i wonder, will i go far

I Try to Love – Written Monday 3rd March 2008 (Aged 33)

i try to love
with a passion
it should be fantastic
but i feel like a passing fashion

Likability – Written Friday 29th july 2016 (Aged 41)

play the game, avoid the weathervane
then, self loathing –
will feel less like unbearable pain