they signed up
to an impossible convention
an exploitation situation
with only one,
rather inevitable conclusion

am i my fathers child?
you said,
abusers often abuse
well, are we victims or fighters?
i know what i choose

you get more beautiful
as you get older
therefore it is such a shame
that your life becomes colder
and the pain –
rests too heavy upon your shoulders

i feel better today
yesterday,
dark clouds
rolled across my day