i get so far
then the barriers come down
and I am to blame
so I nurse the guilt
and as I am expected,
i cradle the blame
call it my own
give it a familiar name
but you never seen to know
my own personal pain
you share my bed
then you take hold of my feelings
and wreck the contents of my head
i kick and I scream
and then you find me again
and graffiti my dreams
i get so far,
then you pull me apart at the seams
James Garratt – July 2008
