should i just act like myself
should i run and hide
be like somebody else
maybe i do not what it is
Category: Poems February 1995
So Much Rain – Written February 1995 (Aged 19)
i cannot help the way i am
depression cuts deep
starts eating away at my sleep
what is it i said to you
that made you turn me away
Rusted and Busted (Tattered and Torn)
i do not think –
children grow up anymore
i just think they are born
rusted and busted –
tattered and torn
Leaving – Written February 1995 (Aged 19)
they all say,
what did you say to her?
i remember i held your hand –
and i asked if you were happy
you smiled at me, and you said you were
why did you lie to me?
Has it Happened – Written Saturday 11th February 1995 (Aged 19)
i am scared, i am in pain
you are not there anymore
you have gotten off the ghost train
you did not even get away
Thanks – Written February 1995 (Aged 19)
thanks for hurting me
thanks for letting me forget it all
thanks for lying to me
thanks for letting me look a fool
I Cannot Sleep – Written Between January and June 1995 (Aged 20)
cannot sleep tonight
staring out of the window
just see the stars shining bright
and in this nighttime glow
Iron Bird – Written Between January and June 1995 (Aged 20)
there we were
our eyes –
as wide as the sky
Statuette – Written Between January and June 1995 (Aged 20)
i am fed up of you sitting there
on your self made pedestal
i am fed up of you thinking –
i am your fool
What Now? – Written Between January and June 1995 (Aged 20)
here we are
but where are we
i have asked everybody
but nobody seems to know
