think you are special
you make me feel special
not just a cheap swim
in my shallow ego,
it is such a deep thing
Category: Poems and Writing 2000
Set in Stone – Written Friday 1st September 2000 (Aged 25)
the palace of malice is no devil to me
it is a special place
where dreams are free
Mend Me (Originally Untitled) – Written Friday 1st September 2000 (Aged 25)
sitting here,
counting minutes on the wall
i am in a room of paradox
and i can see down the hall
mend me,
i feel broken
No One Has Got Figured Out Just Yet – Written Friday 1st September 2000 (Aged 25)
no one has got it figured out just yet
i am mess but a sure bet
none has sat down and drawn the plan
like an artist,
i am drawn to your hands
Fishing (Originally Untitled) – Written December 2000 (Aged 25)
the one that got away
it is the one i think of
i was always eager to fish
but my bait was only ever chance
and i was left too many times
looking for a meaningful dance
I Had to Tell You (Originally Untitled) – Written December 2000 (Aged 25)
i should have realised
and then it mattered, held you near
i had to tell you
that i am still dreaming
and i am still a ship, still sailing
Memory Bed (Originally Untitled and Unfinished) – Written December 2000 (Aged 25)
i want to hate you,
it would be easier,
i want to rip you to shreds
take sweeter days,
away from my memory bed,
Bomb – Written December 2000 (Aged 25)
i am afraid
for those with statistics,
readers, friends, money
and the people who have supported them
Looking For a Voice (Originally untitled) – Written December 2000 (Aged 25)
i let myself down
i have been frustrated for years
looking for a voice
there had to be a reason for all those tears
i let myself down
The Churchman (Originally Untitled) – Written December 2000 (Aged 25)
the churchman turned,
turned woman into an issue of god
the lawyer turned,
turned money into a big house
