of course she is sexy –
but it does matter what i say
it does not matter that i find her pretty
and her quirky character a bit like my own

your truth –
is like last years dress
your passion –
like long –
forgotten fashion

it is the hypocrisy –
that makes me dance and struggle
people hold the contents back
and it is that which really hurts

i wish i could have been better –
than i was last night
when the world i used to orbit –
proved to be no more than a dying star

people think i am stupid
i guess it is a convincing act
i convinced the entire education system
and even my dad