no matter where you put it
or how many nails you bang into the crate
and then, when parents die
you feel that identity
and is no way for inner self to lie
Category: Poems and Writing 2020
These Days I Do Not Let Landslides Happen – Written Sunday 26th January 2020 (Aged 44)
it frightens me
not now, but for the days
when i let landslides happen
and welcomed chances
even when they buried me alive
The Stepmother Auditions – Written Sunday 26th January 2020 (Aged 44)
you know, ‘the good old days’ –
of abuse and stunted emotions
and carpets,
with every secret swept under them
they were all a mess ,
My Guiding Noun – Written Saturday 25th January 2020 (Aged 44)
is the weather worn map –
of a human being
veering between extremes
like the pinball machine where –
the pinball is never sure of its means
Keep Me Busy – Written Friday 24th January 2020 (Aged 44)
i cannot stop,
keep me dutifully occupied,
in tasks to do
do not let me stare out of windows
just drowning in the view
Sailing Away on Final Breaths – Written Wednesday 22nd January 2020 (aged 44)
i am left confused and conflicted –
by my father’s death
having stood and watched,
as he sailed away on his final breaths
Parents Dying – Written January 2020 (Aged 44)
it is amazing,
our lives have such reflections
in the fragility of single pane glazing
windows with views we cling to
Saturday Shaped Door – Written Tuesday 21st January 2020 (Aged 44)
in these moments
metaphorically i fall to the floor
dad died…
and found a saturday shaped door
Wallet and Phone – Written Tuesday 21st January 2020 (Aged 44)
i am sitting here with your things
your paperwork, your wallet and phone
and i think about your life
its platform destinations
the timetables never kept to
the way you would roam as the likely suspect
The Signal Box – Written Tuesday 21st January 2020 (Aged 44)
so… quell down the real fire
close up those papers often red
clean up the dirty mugs
as engines gather one last time in the shed
the drinks are drunk,
all the levers have been pulled
and the points have been finally set
