i saw others, brave like warriors –
with a good heart in their chest
i look at my friends
and i know, i know we are all different
but does this ever end?
Full Circle – Written Sunday 15th March 2009 (aged 34)
childhood comes full circle
some people never change
she is shy –
and she utters my name
Stick With The One You Love – Sunday 15th March 2009 (Aged 34)
i cannot begin –
to explain how i feel
i did everything
to subdue the crush
to put up barriers
in a forward rush
Why Don’t You Admit It – Written Sunday 14th June 2009 (Aged 34)
why don’t you admit it
just be yourself
how long will issues
keep building those shelves
Someone To Catch You – Written Sunday 14th June 2009 (Aged 34)
someone to catch you
someone to hold you
someone to take your hands
someone there –
when you land
Not The Lifeboat I Once Was – Written March 2009 (Aged 34)
i am sorry –
that i am swimming away from you
i am sorry –
that i am not the lifeboat i once was
Upside Down Me – Written March 2009 (Aged 34)
straight then backwards
and then upside down
these remarks i make
have paved a courtyard
of a place that i know too well
When The Honeymoon Runs Out of Honey (And the Moon No Longer Cares) – Written Friday 13th March 2009 (Aged 34)
be a husband…
fit into that role, play along
blame others –
when attention is sought elsewhere
when the honeymoon runs out of honey –
and the moon no longer cares
Self Worth Issues – Written March 2009 (Aged 34)
am i worthy of affection
could i just carry on
screwing up my direction
lost in darkest pools
trying to comprehend my life
You Capture Me – Written Thursday 12th March (Aged 34)
you open your eyes
and they capture me
they reveal truth
i watch them,
as they offer me shelter
and a tin roof
