someone to convince me
to find me a reason
to embrace new found change
to stop this humiliation
Talking To You Did Not Help – Written February 2009 (Aged 33)
talking to you did not help
a lack of responsibility
clings to your shelf
a denial of things –
acting as somebody else
Positivity (Oh My, Oh My) – Written Monday 17th August 2020 (Aged 45)
i am trying
to live all my hope and positivity
i am conscious
of shards of glass in my sanity
I Was Lucky – Written Friday 14th August 2020 (Aged 45)
i was lucky
remember that
my overbearing personality
that lacks a diagnosis
To Tell the Truth – Written Monday 17th August 2020 (Aged 45)
as i sit there lost inside
i hear the sounds of life around me
meaningful and real
but i feel like an alien
as i am floating elsewhere
The Knowledge of Now – Written Saturday 15th August 2020 (aged 45)
give me youth
with the knowledge of now
but…
Carry You on My Back – Written Sunday 16th August 2020 (Aged 45)
should i bow
doff my cap
scrape my boots
carry you on my back?
Birds Headed South Written Friday 14th August 2020 (Aged 45)
our me an orange juice
peel my fruit
and tell me,
the truth always looks so cute
I Cannot Sleep – Written Between January and June 1995 (Aged 20)
cannot sleep tonight
staring out of the window
just see the stars shining bright
and in this nighttime glow
Iron Bird – Written Between January and June 1995 (Aged 20)
there we were
our eyes –
as wide as the sky
