as you left me
i fell deeply into the void
got to get away
from the society that menaces us today
Travel – Written Between February and June 1995 (Aged 20)
i had never seen you cry before
it hurt me,
and somehow i felt unsure
is this real, as i begin to move closer
Me (Today) – Written Between February and June 1995 (Aged 20)
just me
it is going to be okay
just me
today
Relaxed – Written Between February and June 1995 (Aged 20)
it is alright
time to relax
time to look forward
not to look back
it is going to be true
Soon – Written Between February and June 1995 (Aged 20)
soon i was leaving
easier than believing
soon i was working with you
bored out of my skull
something to do
Collected – Written Between February and June 1995 (Aged 20)
collected
i was collected
from a place we never want to go
from a place in which we came
i was collected
from a super astral plane
Perhaps They Could Tell Me – Written Monday 20th July 2020 (Aged 45)
i carry the weight of failure
as i carry the weight of success
i watch the scales
and where they come to rest
Female Sadness – Written Monday 20th July 2020 (Aged 45)
i first saw it
with my own mother
and as the years go by
i have watched female sadness
The Devil of Self Interest – Written Sunday 19th July 2020 (Aged 45)
i lost that job several months ago
in october snow
when i was on a downlow
this is how we treat people
to feel so complete
Saplings – Written Thursday 16th July 2020 (Aged 45)
how i wish
for a better place to be
how i wish
to be another version of me
