and she said,
you have turned a corner
and i knew it was true
i had rediscovered my dignity
after watching it fall through
Wicked – Written Thursday 20th April 2006 (Aged 31)
maybe the anger would be less
and hatred in retreat
if they used a gentle caress
instead of kicking out with both feet
Courage and Strength (Originally Untitled) – Written Wednesday 19th April 2006 (Aged 31)
i remember when you were strong
i always knew it was a front
i always knew inside –
loneliness was gnawing away
Soulmates Part 2 (Originally Untitled) – Written Monday 15th May 2006
they say you cannot measure friendship
perhaps that is true
i think about all the smiles
to cover all that distance
perhaps i should measure it in miles
(Who Knows) What the Future Holds (Originally Untitled) – Written Tuesday 16th May 2006 (Aged 31)
who knows –
what the future holds
all those stories
not yet told
all those buildings
that we must mould
Someone Scares Me (Originally Untitled) – Written Monday 15th May 2006 (Aged 31)
someone scares me
unpredictable,
angry,
repressed,
high on bitterness
You Lost Me (Originally Untitled) – Written Monday 15th May 2006 (Aged 31)
i will be honest
once you insisted i had ‘autism’
or a form of…
once i had asked you to listen
but you did not
once i had explained
Unshakable Belief (Originally Untitled) – Written May 2006 (Aged 31)
unshakable belief
like the dog
with the bit between its teeth
Transference (Originally Untitled) – Written May 2006 (Aged 31)
transference
transferring your problems
onto someone else
Numb (Originally Untitled) – Written May 2006 (Aged 31)
i feel numb
and i feel scared
excited –
yet somehow not prepared
