my writing is not depressing,
this is simply,
how we all think and feel
most people would rather pretend,
i seek to be real
Grant a Wish – Written Wednesday 27th April 2011 (Aged 36)
perhaps i have looked for you –
in the wrong places
i feel our connection
absolutely,
and i feel us falling
to some unknown destination
Soaked in Rain (Originally Untitled) – Written Wednesday 27th April 2011 (Aged 36)
i am tired –
of it going wrong
and experiences –
cannot change
like a memory of a day –
soaked in rain
Bypass (An Unfinished Piece) – Written April 2011 (Aged 36)
i found strange hallucinations
i almost moved out
but i was stopped by complications
you are a hero
Love Me (And Believe in Me) (Originally Untitled) – Written Wednesday 27th April 2001 (Aged 36)
love me –
and believe in me
in a way –
other relationships –
have not
Light Hearted has Not Departed (Originally Untitled) – Written Wednesday 27th April 2011 (Aged 36)
light hearted –
has not departed
the cowboy truths –
are not stifled
and the conscience –
Further Versions of Me – Written Thursday 6th February 2020 (Aged 44)
i am pieces of the treasure and minutes in the night
i am the full fat diet version
of my tin can fizzy life
i am a full on digital conversion
the one deleted by my first wife
Crowd Pleaser (Crowd Leaver) – Written Thursday 6th February 2020 (Aged 44)
i love to show off
i am funny,
and i love making laugh
there is a high,
and sense of delirious power
As Years Gather – Written February 2020 (Aged 44)
lost mum,
before she finished the song
now,
i have lost another
this time it is dad,
and he spent his life undercover
trying to drown his, ‘sad’
Knee Deep in Probate – Written Monday 3rd February 2020 (Aged 44)
but my grieving has been life long
and i am not diminishing the event,
or its impact
but it was hard to know or understand –
the relationship with my dad
