(Glad I Am Dead) Long Live Me – Written Wednesday 1st March 1995 (Aged 20)

i will stop myself falling apart
it has all been too intense
and i cannot take no more
glad i am dead
i want to believe
long live me

Come Back – Written Thursday 23rd February 1995 (Aged 19)

won’t you see the space –
opening up before you
won’t you be there
when it all comes crashing down

Hype – Witten July 2021 (Aged 46)

Hype i have been – so many different – types of people in my life and we are all victims … More

Looking Up – Written Saturday 18th February 1995 (Aged 19)

i want to do so many things
and life is looking up
surely it can only get better
i cannot get enough

Tomorrow – Written Saturday 18th February 1995 (Aged 19)

it is that hope,
the hope that tomorrow brings
that keeps me going
the ever present never knowing

Reaching Out – Written February 1995 (Aged 19)

we all need someone to believe in
we all want to know someone is there
because at the end of our day
we need to believe that someone cares

The Things That You Do – Written Approx. Late 1993 or January 1994 (Aged 18)

whatever you can
even if, no one else understands
you can be yourself
or even somebody else

I Live For That Change – Written Approx. Late 1993 or January 1994 (Aged 18)

i got out,
to a world i could not see
and i heard what you say
and that means so much to me

Shrapnel in My Hands – Written Friday 18th June 2021 (Aged 46)

there are bits of me
i do not understand
and sometimes my self esteem
feels like shrapnel in my hands

Where Are You – Written Approx. Late 1993 or January 1994 (Aged 18)

where are you
i am looking, but not finding
crying, not understanding
where are you