Feel You Here – Written December 2025 (Aged 50)

I feel you close by
as your memory
opens up traps in my eyes.

Ugly Fame – Written Thursday 22nd January 2026 (Aged 50)

but death
is a violent nudge,
a reminder
that something remains.

The Hard Part – Monday 25th August 2025 (Aged 50)

The hard part is,
I don’t remember.

I Still Love You – Sunday 24th August 2025 (Aged 50)

Yet, I still love you,
and it feels like trauma,
with a bow of grief.
I see us in pictures,
and something feels incomplete

Unlived Days – Written Friday 24th August 2013 (Aged 38)

she never got to buy shortbread in lynmouth
she never got to see the cats in uffculme

It Never Goes Away – Written Monday 22nd May 2023 (Aged 48)

days go by –
and you still pop up in my memories

Lift – Written Friday 18th January 2013 (Aged 37)

especially when i am driving home –
and i need to tell her about the days –
or things she will never see –
or things she will never experience

No Longer Will You Say My Name – Written Tuesday 14th February 2012 (Aged 36)

No Longer Will You Say My Name i find myself doing things that i never expected and every day feels … More

A Face in Many Crowds – Written February 2012 (Aged 36)

A Face in Many Crowds i have written more about you since you died then i did – when you … More

Empty – Written February 2012 (Aged 36)

we still visit mum’s on saturday
but the cup of tea
and slice of cake
has been replaced
by tears and heartache