i am never as stable as i want to be
what did –
my parents build me upon
was it every sad song
that they had heard
Tag: mental health
Social Perfection is a Lie – Written Saturday 7th August 2021 (Aged 46)
do people reinforce negatives
because,
a position of defence
causes less offence
or maybe
it is just a white flag held aloft
Tell Me In The Morning – Written March 1995 (Aged 20)
i cannot help,
feeling let down
tell me when i am warming
do not need to think
just get me another drink
Who Knows? – Written March 1995 (Aged 20)
Who Knows? Here I am,crying my life away.I can’t believe it is true —traveling through spirits,thinking of you.What is going … More
Swiftly Falling – Written Monday 6th March 1995 (Aged 20)
soft haven
from a wicked and torn earth
a heart beating safely in a womb
is safe and protected
Nothing Else – Written Monday 6th March 1995 (Aged 20)
do not look inside me
i am losing my brain
and i am losing –
everything i have got
Spaceship Dreams – Written Monday 6th March 1995 (Aged 20)
Spaceship Dreams holding tightly then it is into space and out of sight spaceship dreams you know what it means … More
People – Written Sunday 5th March 1995 (Aged 20)
i do not know what to do
and when i try to help
i only end up hurting others
we are all victims of ourselves
victims of the institution
Teenage Fatality – Written Sunday 5th March (Aged 20)
wait for me,
at the end,
when answers are sought
hold down your dreams
get out,
do not be a casualty case
Further Out to Sea – Written July 2021 (Aged 46)
i know, i know,
but just try and take deep breaths
and i promise,
i will try my best
