i saw the baby last night
just a week old
a life just waiting
for the world to unfold

its message was loud and clear
strangely,
it made me want her more
and i wanted to pull her near

it is there
on the tip of my tongue
i almost say it
then the words stare at the sun

you found things
which i thought were lost
things hidden in boxes
under the stairs or up in the loft

my anger towards you,
i fear,
it will never truly subside
it is the way you dig

i try to be secure
and i try not to be such a wreck
i try to calm down
and i try not to fret

my insecurity,
mounting one futile charge
on my hopes and dreams

suddenly, i realised the reason was there
and i realised no self responsibility was taken
everything, literally everything –
was swept under the carpet

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