if i can i will, then i know i am doing well
that is all i want to do
isolation is reality
complete harmony is one more fantasy
a fairytale with happy ever after
Tag: poems
Unchained – Written Between February and June 1995 (Aged 20)
i was trapped inside myself
begging to get out
it is as real as can be
as solid as you or me
Tickle It’s Belly – Written Tuesday 21st July 2020 (Aged 45)
look, i could hang some bunting on it
or i could paint it in pretty colours
maybe i could hang it in a frame
or i could act like it is parental approval
and accept that you want me to take the blame
Experience Shapes Us – Written Tuesday 21st July 2020 (Aged 45)
our experience shapes us
but what sort of shape is it
rough or smooth
sharp edges,
or indented grooves?
Resilience – Written Tuesday 21st July 2020 (Aged 45)
Resilience the part of us which we describe as the, ‘me’ it has to have some resilience let me explain, … More
Paper Crown – Written Tuesday 21st July 2020 (Aged 45)
one day
you could have your own
side office
and with it, a paper crown
Twisted Out of Shape – Written Monday 20th July 2020 (Aged 45)
i feel twisted –
and bent out of shape
i am remodeled and faded
in the mangle of fate
Their Eyes Rebuild Me – Written Monday July 20th 2020 (Aged 45)
people sit in front of me
with hands clasped upon their lap
they eyes rebuild me
and then, i do not look back
Reaction – Written Between February and June 1995 (Aged 20)
looking about
scavenging on the fragments of my past
cutting my feet,
as i dance happily on broken glass
Missing You – Written Between February and June 1995 (Aged 20)
does not seem fair
but the, what is?
i am still there
i am still here missing you
