i found strange hallucinations
i almost moved out
but i was stopped by complications
you are a hero
Tag: poems
Love Me (And Believe in Me) (Originally Untitled) – Written Wednesday 27th April 2001 (Aged 36)
love me –
and believe in me
in a way –
other relationships –
have not
Light Hearted has Not Departed (Originally Untitled) – Written Wednesday 27th April 2011 (Aged 36)
light hearted –
has not departed
the cowboy truths –
are not stifled
and the conscience –
Further Versions of Me – Written Thursday 6th February 2020 (Aged 44)
i am pieces of the treasure and minutes in the night
i am the full fat diet version
of my tin can fizzy life
i am a full on digital conversion
the one deleted by my first wife
Crowd Pleaser (Crowd Leaver) – Written Thursday 6th February 2020 (Aged 44)
i love to show off
i am funny,
and i love making laugh
there is a high,
and sense of delirious power
As Years Gather – Written February 2020 (Aged 44)
lost mum,
before she finished the song
now,
i have lost another
this time it is dad,
and he spent his life undercover
trying to drown his, ‘sad’
Knee Deep in Probate – Written Monday 3rd February 2020 (Aged 44)
but my grieving has been life long
and i am not diminishing the event,
or its impact
but it was hard to know or understand –
the relationship with my dad
The Loss of Intimacy – Written Friday 31st January 2020 (Aged 44)
what happened to privacy
and intimacy,
and the joy in micro sharing
the one you love, always caring
we share everything,
our lives plotted and recorded in every way
People Do Care For Each Other – Written Monday 27th January 2020 (Aged 44)
or that by caring or thinking,
about others,
then we are losing
and these people fear,
what they see as condescending
Alcohol – Written Thursday 19th August 1999 (Aged 24)
alcohol has been my fuel
it has flooded my brain
been the emotional vehicle
and driven me half insane
