i have lived this life
put early days in a grave
sold off relationships
that i should have saved
Tag: poems
Some People are Together (Originally Untitled and Unfinished) – Written July 2009 (Aged 34)
some people are together
but not together at all
they buy big buildings
so that others look small
Composer of the Song (Originally Untitled and Unfinished) – Written July 2009 (Aged 34)
they look at me
and think, i am to blame
they never look at their motives
or if they have problems
You Know I Am Fond of You (Originally Untitled and Unfinished) – Written July 2009 (Aged 34)
like nothing mattered
like dreams that become shattered
you know i am fond of you
and no matter what they say
You Do Not Like Me (Originally Untitled and Unfinished) – Written July 2009 (Aged 34)
an answer to everything
life repeatedly told
with no purpose and no real prose
Rough and Tumble (Originally Untitled) – Written July 2009 (Aged 34)
lately
it feels like
i can do no right
i have taken the rough and tumble
I Sleep With My Dreams – Written Friday 10th January 2020 (Aged 44)
i place myself
in the arms of troubled sleep
could those night time moments
be more complete?
Empty Fields – Written July 2009 (Aged 34)
getting older
less dependent
younger insecurities
becoming redundant
Other Types of Feeling Sad – Written Tuesday 14th January 2020
perhaps it because none of it was necessary
perhaps it is because i have to face myself
maybe it is those life drowning moments
when you long to be somebody or anybody else
Saving Someone – Written Sunday 12th July 2009 (Aged 34)
someone so fearful
always looking behind
fearing that they –
that they will be used again
can i hold them
and stem the pain
