Other Types of Feeling Sad – Written Tuesday 14th January 2020

Other Types of Feeling Sad

it feels sad, just feeling sad
some sadness
feels more sad than other types of sad
and this sadness
feels more corrosive
and more self explosive
than other types of feeling sad
where am i going to take this feeling?
what am i meant to do
this sad feels slightly sadder
than other types of sad
which i have felt
perhaps it because none of it was necessary
perhaps it is because i have to face myself
maybe it is those life drowning moments
when you long to be somebody or anybody else
this is not what i wanted
and as my bell curve finally falls
it feels so sad,
the lights aim to aid my fall
my lighthouse tries to guide me
this sad feels more sad
than other types of sad




James Garratt – Tuesday 14th January 2020

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