i really miss her
it will all change in a couple of days
but right now it is hard
what more can i say?
how could it all change so suddenly
in the space of a day
Tag: poems
A Long, Long Day – Written Wednesday 5th March 1997 (Aged 22)
a long day
a long, long day
time we just flew away
time we packed up and grew
Tell Me I am Good – Written Wednesday 5th March 1997 (Aged 22)
tell me i am good
i am a little sad right now
someone said something –
said i was an, ‘undisciplined genius’
it went right to my head
Fudge – Written Thursday 24th October 2019 (Aged 44)
so at my age –
people still judge
and i meant to enjoy –
their fudge
but the taste –
is bitter and hard to swallow
Your Anxiety is Eating Away at You – Written Thursday 24th October 2019 (Aged 44)
i see,
you anxiety is eating away at you
and you are,
in turn,
eating away at it
The Empty Chair – Written Thursday 24th October (Aged 44)
mum i miss you
and all those conversations
your life,
a collection of crazy situations
your dreams,
the sucker punch,
to a life you too quickly left
I Am Open – Written Thursday 24th October 2019 (Aged 44)
i will,
‘spill the beans’
on the mental health scenes
i have no shame
and i will not be ashamed
i will speak about –
my well being
The Courage of Self Truth – Written Tuesday 22nd October 2019 (Aged 44)
people do not do vulnerability
showing yourself
– taught it is weak
be open and be brave
in what you do and what you speak
Other People Appear to Lead Normal Lives – Written Monday October 21st 2019 (Aged 44)
other people appear to lead normal lives
and live in perfect worlds
I Can Only be Me – Written Friday 11th October 2019 (Aged 44)
bending the shape
trying to squeeze yourself –
into fate
i can only be –
me
irritations are natural
personality –
remains part factual
